Nothing  is to be changed. Everything that surrounds me is good just the way it is, letting me find myself among the other selves created in order to fit somebody else's convictions and expectations. Whatever happens now, I won't be dissapointed because I rely on nobody. My solitude is the greatest gift I could ever give myself and it provides me with indescribable peace of mind and harmony, brightness and clearness. I am happy to be where I am now, in a place from which the future seems less destructive to me. It is my time now to learn and gain knowledge, to pursue my dreams, to create, to write, to question everything and to reach new conclusions. Once it is all crystal clear to me, I can try again do the things I have rejected.